So many lessons learned this week…it was a hard rough and eye opening week. Learned that it isn’t healthy to assume that you caused yourself to be in a bad situation because of “something you did wrong” when the situation is something you made bigger in your head. I can’t please everyone and i can’t make everyone happy. Carrying such a burden will only make me crazy! Finally let this character downfall in myself go and forever i wish that it would be gone because it only get’s me in trouble. Learning to depend on God is what i need to do and knowing that HE’s the only one i need to please is all i need to understand.

 Things have been alot better lately and i’ve really learned that i don’t need stupid drama in my life to hold me back from all the things that i know God has blessed me with. Theses things or people are only road blocks that really need to get out of my way. I’m officially letting go now even if it means making a few sacrifices here and there but i know in the end it’s all worth it. So excited for today!!! Night of the Arts at school, then movies after with this one fantastic person i know!

oooh my goodness i hate it when people act like they can control someone like they own them. Come on get a life you don’t rule the world. Get over yourself and start living our own life. Your not the only one who exists and everything doesn’t revolve around you!

today was an interesting day..first i woke up and felt kinda sad but who knows why the reason that was. I went to school and still had a weird feeling inside me, but as the day went on things got better. I finally came to the realization that i need to allow God to control my whole life and i can’t always find a way to know everything. School, has been very stressful especially with all this college stuff. But i know that where i am suppose to go thats where i’ll end up. Its finally hitting me that my life is really about to begin, its time for me to be a big girl and finally be responsible with school, relationships, and most especially my walk with God.

I was wondering what tumblr was all about so i decided to see what it was. lol this is fun! hahahahah i have no school today and im extrmely bored.